So, from here, I go forward. I do not take my past with me. I learn from it, and leave it behind me. I have started this by not relying or assuming that because I live at home, my parents will continue to take care of me and my kids. I did do this to some degree the last time I had to move home, but not now. I cook dinner at least 3 days a week, I do my own wash, feed and bathe my kids, take them everywhere with me unless babysitting is offered, and do things for the house like mop, dishes, grocery shopping, run errands, etc. Recently I have overheard my mom talk to others who think I don't do much and let them do it all for me. It has made me feel good and proud to hear her correct them in their thinking and let these people know that I do all the things I would have to do if I didn't live here. Thanks mom! and dad! I am also doing the best I can to pay my bills, though hard at times when there's not much coming in.
I will execute to the fullest, moving forward:
- this business of mine. I will better time manage my working time, blogging time, marketing time, etc.
- doing more things away from the house with my kids
- being myself, happy, confident, uplifted, goal oriented, and determined!
- being unafraid to say what's on my mind and show my true self
- knowing when to listen, when to speak, and when to just walk away
- putting off for another day or time
- being more organized
- stopping to smell the roses
i think youre confused. Stop to smell the roses means youre going to stop working so hard at something and take the time to enjoy it! It's for work-a-holics! I think youve stopped for too long. you want to do the opposite of that! and youre going to execute to the fullest "putting off for another day or time" ??? lol are you just blabbing about nonsense? cause you seem rather confused and contradictory.
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There, I changed the title. I meant that I won't put things off till tomorrow. I was tired when I wrote it. I am confused, about a lot of things, that's why I am trying to refocus, and get it all right. As for wiping it all away, I am dealing with it, I'm just not going to bring it with me everywhere I go. Learn and let it go. Like Landmark, it's the stories we create from our past that we carry in the present.
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